Yesterday was a rather hazy recovery day. Apart from slight disequilibrium I experienced no nausea or other ill-effects. Presumably, I passed out before enough alcohol could be consumed.
Had a visit from my mother and a 'phone call from my daughter & a very pleasing text from my son.
They've hidden all the drugs in the house from me; even the migraine relief ones so quite how that is doing me a favour I'm at a loss to understand.
Feeling very down now that the effects have all worn off - helpless, impotent, lonely. Nothing has changed so another attempt will be made imminently, though the method is yet to be finalised.
Why carry on!?
as the sun rises and the morning is dispelling, I find myself with you, alone, together....what a jokester God is.
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